Damn Suay.

Had my NAPHA test today and well.. As expected, Fail. LOL!

But I must say I did well for my pull up though! I couldn't pull more than 6 using front grip method before and I did 8!

Standing board jump was disastrous for me. Jump, and landed too much on my left leg causing stress for my left knee and I fell down on to the floor also immediately. It hurt so much at that instance to the point that it reminds me of a dream I had days ago.

My worse dream started where my eldest sister were with me at some void deck and I don't know what happen, I save her life but I lost my right leg. And immediately the next scene was in my mother's room where I was sitting on a wheelchair with my family surrounding me. I cried because I realize without my right leg, I couldn't do anything I love. I couldn't walk anymore, couldn't run anymore, no more cycling, my dream as a Guards Officer were broken, I have no confident to woo her anymore and at that point, I wanted to just end my misery. I cried so badly in my dream and it was so real that I was actually tearing while sleeping/dreaming ever since my grandma passes away. When I woke up, I continue to tear and I touch my right leg, thank god it's still with me and moving. Today, I had that feeling again after the injury.

It's still painful now as I climb the stair but I think it shouldn't be any problem in future.