3 years later...

So.. Here I am making an entry 3 years later..

Lots of things happen during this period of time..

But right now... The one I love.. The one I care .. Turn her eyes against me for no apparent reason and this is making me crazy... No shit...

Why can't I just be emotionless ?

Seriously.. I got no more energy left.. I gonna just leave..

why is it tt i always fail when I plan ahead?

damn..

on the bright side, I gt an Ipad 1 !! cool.. new(nt so) gadget to play!

1+1=11

Who says 1 plus 1 = 2? even the calendar say 1 plus 1 = 11!!!

ok.. tt's lame..

Not so happy new yr this time round and I still remember the details 365 days back.. the what, when, where, why and how..

damn..

I din keep track how long have I been trying to stop but how long more do I need?

Last post for the time being..

This might jolly well be the last post for the next 9 months or for until I Out Of Training from OCS..

Yes, you see it.. and no, ur eyes is not playing any trick on you.. I gt into OCS.

HOW THE FUCK DID I DO IT!?!?! I GT NO BLOODY IDEA! I AM FUCKING FAT, SILVER FOR IPPT, 30 SECONDS TO PASS MY BMT SOC!! AND 24 KM NEARLY KILL ME.

WTFWTFWTF!

shit man.. confinement for 3 weekends which means I can only book out on the week of Devapali(did I get the spelling rit? heck, don even have the mood to check it.)

Till den, soooo long!

I kinda miss it..

but heck, I know its not going to work out so why waste another 15 months?

How about I 跑船 repairing pipes etc dealing with oil and gases after I ORD and save some money? I could earn up to 6k per month. Work for a year or so and pay for my uni bills after I quit.

Sounds good? no?

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Survived.....

So... clear all high key trg alrdy, thus POP MOOD!!!

For the first time in my live, I have achieve a silver for my IPPT! The next IPPT is just days away, hopefully I can keep my silver with me!

and for now, I want this!!

Can anyone grant me this?

Back from field camp. It was great, not too xiong but tiring.

Stocking up dry ration and going in for 2 weeks without booking out due to sit test.

IPPT coming up again even though I took it 2 weeks back only, damn..